I Need a Place to Call Home

I’m a 29 year old from Missouri who moved to California to get sober from alcohol and escape an abusive relationship. I have been sober and doing my absolute best to work hard and make a life for myself here. But life happens, and unfortunately I am failing. I am working but not able to make ends meet. I met the love of my life but he wasn’t ready for a relationship and after 2 years of trying, he left me. As a result of this, I am unable to pay rent alone this month and am now sleeping in my 2006 pt cruiser. All I want is a home. I’m so tired of failing. Asking for help is so embarrassing but I do not know what else to do.

All I want is a home to call my own. My dream is to have own a small non profit turtle/tortoise rescue in my back yard. Please help me stay off of the streets so I can achieve my goals