I lost everything through covid

Due to covid. I lost my small business which is a bistro. That was my only bread and butter that provided for my wife n my 2 small gals. I save up alot to open it up. After 4 months n due to singapore strict rules i have to close the buainess. I could not pay my land lord, even i pleaded with her many times to help me sue the closures of all F&B OUTLETS. Now i cannot even afford to pay for my house rent. I also suffer from very bad acute gout attacks tat has made me hard to walk. I dont have family support also. My wife who is from the philippines has no idea tat i lost the business cos i don wan her to worry about me. I m juat worried for the kids. I hope to open back a small bistro or snack bar so i can provide the same service back to my loyal customers and also help with my kids... i don have any other way thus i am hoping this GO FUNDME will help me in a way. I pray n hope to all those kind souls any amount will help and it will mean alot to me. I into depression mode.. i have even thought of ending my life but my gals always came into my mind... i hope kind souls will reach out and help me... GOD BLESS..