I just wanna moved & find a job in place that will accept me

I'm raising money for living expenses before I find a job. I was running from home because my family didn't accept me being gay (truth).

It's all started...

After finished high school I decided to leave my hometown and moved to Bali. My first job was gardener at beach club but then I learned how to speak English better. So I got opportunity to work as a waiter in one of Hotel here. But at the end of contract they fired me cause company need to cut the costs. Since then I don't have a job, I work as part time sometimes but it doesn't enough for living.

Sometimes I think to go back home but it made me stressed and think wanna end my life. So it's better for me to stay far from home.

Being gay it's not easy especially here in Indonesia. Since I was little people always saying that I'm a girl cause my voice and I easily crying. I've decided to suicide once but it doesn't work. I just ended up in the hospital for a week. I've been fighting for my life since then..

So I would really thankful for each one of you who want to help. Thank you. I hope I could find job soon as well.