I hope you can help me with this dream

Hi my name is Rafal. I have never owned a Mac and now I think it is time. I have been a PC boy all my life. My work, life and art all done through PC.Many have told me to make the jump to Mac but I wasn't brave enough and put simply, I couldn't afford it. The money I make simply goes straight to my bills and rarely anything left for me. I hope you can help me with this dream of owning my first ever Macbook Pro and give whatever you can. Please only give what you can spare.I gave this a lot of thought and never really wanted to do this but it is my only option now.