I hope I’m not being selfish

This is the one thing I never wanted to do ask people for help , iv wrote this 6x already because I find it so hard and uncomfortable to do I'm trying to raise some money for me and my partner as we currently are renting a flat and can't afford the r

ent or bills we've ended up getting payday loans and every other loan imaginable this is because I lost my job I have a job that pay nothing wrote now but this help I'm asking for is just to get out of the trouble were in wrote now then I will get rid of this and not ask for any more help the amount I need is 5000 and that will clear all our debts and pay rent and bills for a couple of months untill I can get another job which is difficult were I live I understand if no one can help with this as I no how selfish it seems of me and there are more people out there that need more help than I do thankyou for taking the time to read this I apreciate it and I also apologise for sounding extremely selfish this is one of the hardest things iv had to do thankyou again for taking time to read this