I DIDNT SAW MY KIDS(11Y) FOR 5 MONTHS

I am a single mother with two beautiful and smart girl, twins, 11 years. I have a large debt in Croatia 25,000 pounds, I could not repay the loan and I came to England to work as a nurse, I will lead the girls to go back to school here and we live together again. My daughter VERY miss e and I them not seen for too long time now. I have not seen them for five months, because I'm afraid to go to Croatia, because if I do not return the loans and borrowings there in Croatia - they will not let me out of the country and I'll lose this job here - for which I also borrowed a lot of money that I could does come to UK to work in a hospital in the West Yorkshire. The father of the girl, he never wanted to take care of them, even financially exploited beneffits from his family, friends and others where he could do it. The girls do not want to know about him anymore because they have seen, live, how they took money from theire pockets, twice, when they see him in their lives. I have long looked for him, just because of that, because I know how much in life is to have parents. He is definitely a bad influence on them two, as my own little girl said today, they do not want to hear him on the phone anymore, because, they said that he do not know how to talk with them at all, he talk only about himselves, some boring stories, as he is been in a prison and that he need money from them or from the mom, but the girls think that he is a big lying person. The girls alone wanted to go live somewhere in peace - so we opted for England. I, as a mother I had first to go, to solve the issue of employment, housing and education here in England for them, but I have to send my mother, who now cares for them, and she is old and does not want to play the role of parent anymore, it takes time, and the rest of money she need for herself and her partner. I have to bring as soon as possible the girls to me, because it is too hard to live like this, separated, but every day we are contacting over skype for hours, sometimes. PLEASE HELP HOW YOU CAN, IF YOU UNDERSTAND ME AT LEAST A LITTLE HOW IT IS TO BE SEPARATED FROM OWN KIDS - how we feel girls and I in this situation, which at this point seems hopeless, because we do not have enough money ...to escape from the dept...and to live again together. A BIG THANK YOU ON EVERYONE WHO WANTS TO HELP, THANK YOU: from me: Martina, Sofia & Julia