I can’t do it. I need help. My husband had a heart, attack and stroke and we are about to lose our house.

I am sitting on my bathroom floor on a Friday night typing over and over and over, how can I get a minimum of 450 dollars to pay my mortgage. I dont want my kids to see me cry. I paid what I had and was promised the rest from my Mother but she didnt follow through.She has actually stopped taking my calls. She's got alot going on herself, so I dont blame her.

Last month I took alot of time off work. My great aunt passed away on the previous Monday and on June 7th at her funeral my husband had a stroke and heart attack. He was rushed to the hospital and was released 10 days later.

He had been feeling sluggish and warn out from helping his parents. His Father suffering from end stage prostate cancer that has spread and his Mother who also suffered a stroke the week before he did.

The medications he was sent home with, the gas and co-pays to see the neurologist, nephrologist, cardiologist and now the rheumatologist have used up the little funds we had saved.

I have so much anxiety that I cant sleep. I'm worried about 450.00 and that's all I can think about.

My stomach is constantly twisted. At my husbands appointment, our family doctor suggested a ultrasound and I wait with baited breath for the result. Fingers crossed it's not my appendix

FMLA protects my job but doesnt pay out any benefits.

I'm worried about returning to work because my children would be with my husband while I am away and its Summer and they are rough! The youngest will be 2 in August.

Regardless, I've got to push through and I know we can get passed this if we can make it passed this.

I've used our local pantry and asked our township for assistance but I guess when it rains, it pours and We are not the only family getting soaked.

I have exhausted all of my resources.

I am grateful to have at least vented. Anything you do would be a blessing, if just a positive thought.