hi everyone I have been in thailand for almost 2 years I am italian I am 54 years old and before I came to thailand I was living in England for 30 years . I was married for 18 years with English lady .all my life I have been working as chef. I have 3 children with my ex wife my daughter Jade is 8 years old my son Leon is 12 year old and my oldest daughter Crystal she is 14. after 18 years of marriage my ex wife divorces me and left me with all the children . 4 years later I decided to go live in different country with my children and I moved thailand because it's not very expensive for living. 8 months later I found a New girfriend and she is very kind with my children and she treats them like they are her own kids and my kids love her like there real mum . We decided to living together and after we talked about opening a italian pizzeria in Phitsanulok thailand.I opened the pizzeria but it had no tourists at all. I put all my savings from 30 years of working into the pizzeria and after 1 year I needed to close down .in the end I lost everything . now in thailand I can't find work because I need working permit but people with company can do it but they dont want to do it because for working permit it is 30,000 thai baht I tried asking many hotels for a job and nobody wants to take me in because I'm a foreigner they say I am to expensive for them. and I don't know what to do I don't have any family in italy or in England. I try to ask the English embassy to help us to go back to England because we have no money to travel to england, they said they can't help me and my children now I owe money for electric and rent for about 8 months and i can't give anything to my children and my wife I forgot to say I have a New baby with my Thai wife. his name is roberto . The money will be use to start a new life with my family .Thank you very much if you can help me and my family.