This is my first post ever and i am posting this after a long thinking about my self and all the things i did , i am out seeking for help , I have been in many bad situations in my life but this time i don't think i can get through . I had all the help and opportunities in my life but still i mange to fucked up too many times , i had people there for me but still i mange to push them away . This time i mange to be all alone in nicosia with a notice that i have to get out of the apartment in a month.
I know is my fault again and no one should help me but here i am seeking for help , I have mange to get through from so many bad things in my life but this time i can't i don’t have the strength and the courage to do so. Last week i have been in a situation that i will be regretting all my life. I hurt one
person that has been there for me for the last year...not to mention that i haven't been there for my daughter when she needed me. Know i realise all the pain and all the bad things i did i am really sorry and i hope is not too late .I need help and i need people around me i need to forgive my self but i need others to forgive me too. I want to stand up and fix my life i want build my life correct i want to give my daughter happiness and not pain but i will need your help i can't to do this alone i am too weak so please if anyone can do anything about that please help me.