I am Mizanur Rahman.I want to go home from exile.Please help me

I hope you are well. i am Mizanur Rahman .I am Bangladeshi and I am employed as a worker in Saudi Arabia .Far away from family for a long time .I want to return to my country a lot .But it doesn’t happen anymore .I think luck has chosen to emigratel can’t go with the family of the salary I get. But how can I return to the country. Family seems like a day,a week.Suffering can no longer be expressed in writing.I can no longer stand up on my own.So I can to you.so if you could help me. I could go back to my country and start small business there.Otherwise I don’t know when I will be able to go my home.I heed your help very much.I can’t change the situation your after you.Thank you so much for reading my writing.Also ,thank you to all the people who are engaged in such a platform.I’am sorry if there are any mistakes in my writing.