Hello everyone. First of all thank you for clicking in here. This is not a easy task for me, to write here and ask for help. But so have to be honest and say that the past years have been too much and now with the Covid-19 coming everything that was slowly getting better, I’m afraid will be falling to pieces.
I moved out when I was sixteen and have managed myself quite good since. But I came out of a bad relationship for some few years ago. I have some traumas to deal with. But I had my own place that was mine. Unfortunately I took upon myself to many responses and ended up selling my apartment with a great loss after I was blackmailed from my ex through my real estate agent. I still regret giving in to this day, even though it’s two years ago I still have a small amount of debt from the selling of my apartment because of these people. Since I have a dog as well it can be very difficult to find a place to live with it, as not many do accept pets in rented places here. When I had my own place that was no issue. I have had to move a lot and have lived in 8 different apartments since I had to sell my place. Sometimes I had to move because people where breaking in and stealing stuff, as they are doing here I am now also. Right now I’m living in a hotel that allows me to keep my dog with me. After everything it’s good to still have her with me.
In addition to this I was born with a deficiency, which is called Poland syndrome, this affects my body function and looks. Meaning that I’m missing an important big muscle in my body, which is again giving me scoliosis and a lot of pain. I was lucky to have had surgery that fixed my appearance from the lack of my muscle, but the state will not fund my treatments for the functioning of my body. I also used to have a physical heavy job, which I had to stop doing because of my body, but now I don’t have any of the two jobs I had because of the virus. In addition to all of this the state has given me an additional loan for living that so have to pay back, and at the same time, one of the last apartments I lived in has sent me a check to pay two months rent there at the place which I had to move away from because they where stealing and breaking in.
I reported both these people and my former real estate agent, and so I will have to see what happens, but I still have to pay back the bills from the rent and also the loans as well as my medical bills.
I just sold my car so that I could pay a little more on it, but it was far from enough.
right now I don’t even have a deposit if I would have to move away from this hotel, I don’t even know if I’ll have enough for the next rents.
I just started my university education this fall, after waiting for 10 years of struggle to get there. But now I’m afraid I will not get the chance to finish because of all of this trouble. The studies are psychology, which has always interested me, and after everything I have been through I find this very useful and helpful for myself and other people as well. I hope one day I will be able to use my education, if I make it, for good, for everyone. Especially now with the virus I believe and hope I can become resourceful for many others.
Thank you for reading through everything, and please take care.