Hormones therapy

Hi, I'm transgender from Poland. In my country the only way to get hormones is to pay a lot of money for diagnosis etc. My parents aren't accepting me so I have to pay for my own. Curenttly I had to move out from them becaouse my father was constantly angry at me about how I look. I study now and try to deal with depression by theraphy and meds. I'm trying to save anything I can but there is a long way ahead of me. I’ve suffered from anxiety and depression since 2014 it is proved that hormones are the only way to get out of it while being trans. And I just want to be who I am. If you could help me I would be extremly happy, every cent matters.