Hope someone knows my feelings

Dear everyone

I called Liang Minghao, and his girlfriend fell in love for two years. The relationship has been very good, the middle of some small friction but does not affect our relationship. I and my girlfriend rented a house very happy to live together, we go to work every day with cooking, life was very happy. I plan to marry her next year and plan well.

Until one day, my day is the rest, she went to work. As usual, as she came back from work, I cooked the rice for her to eat that day very sweet. At night we slept together and we were all in our sleep. Suddenly a loud voice, the curtains fell from a very high place to make a big voice，I suddenly from the relaxed state of the loudly called out, I am afraid to cling to my girlfriend, my behavior to her scared, that night we did not fall asleep night. To the next few days my girlfriend said that I was scared to him that night, he left a sequel, facing her she was very afraid. My heart is also very lonely, because it is out of the body reaction I can not control. Later, I went to the evening or dark place will be very afraid of their own also have a sequelae.I love my girlfriend, but he seems to have become the devil in her mind the same fear, I feel very depressed this time, very lonely and very anxious, I thought to say the feeling do not know who to say. I hope I can give her a good wedding, I hope we can go together, I hope my plan will not be broken because of this incident. I do not have the ability to express my heart.If the plan is successful, I will take pictures of the proposal for everyone to see