Homeless teenager

Hi before I start thank you for your time hi my name is Abdul and I'm a 17 years old boy from Canada I always had a blessing life till the day I turned 6 rainy night I was in the back seat of my parents car mom was driving dad was in the passenger seat just the 3 of us driving when a lighting struck a tree my mom gets in shock loses control of the car as my mom tires to get back control of the car my dad asks me if I had my seatbelt on I say yes dad he tells everything is gonna alright and that they would always keep me save and watch me at the time I had no idea what that meant we hit a tree sadly my parents left me on this beautiful earth that night I live with my step mom who my dad was bout to marry she doesn't like me like at all she don't respect me nor care about me never told me she loved me today she kicked me out of the house and said if I come back to her she will call the cops at the moment I have been sleeping outside I don't know what to do I'm scared feeling alone but I know suicide is not the way