Homeless, need a home to live

I have been struggling without a home for the last 2 years. I am 24 years old and have been down in life, lost my mum when I was 8 years old, lost my dad when I was 14. Ever since then I lived with my oldest sister who I grew up with in despair and depression. I have deep depression which gets me suicidal at times, I am in the streets today because of my sister. Despite working hard in the past and giving her all my money I could not save a penny, even my college grants were used up on house decor & shopping.

I was treated differently compared to her children, never had a computer to do my homework, I would stay behind at school and do it. I would get shouted and verbally abused on a daily basis if the house chores weren't done by the time she got home. I have 6 sisters in total and just me as the only son, and I'm the youngest. They are all married & happy in their life and do not care where I go, how I live or how I eat. Just 2 years ago 1 day I couldn't take it anymore I bursted out with anger and ended every tie with my oldest sister for being so heartless towards me. I was in tears and I even called the police in the scene but did not have the heart to tell them openly because she would get arrested.

I have been through so much it's unbearable I feel like there just isn't any point in living anymore. At the age of 24 I look like I'm 34, lost my youth, lost my hair, my happiness, in my pictures I have uploaded you can see the clear difference in my appearance. Everyday running back & forth to friends house for some company, till soon they are settled down and gone out of the picture too. Maybe then I'll just commit suicide. I have debts in my shoulders that I cannot get over due working minimum wage job, I cannot save up enough to buy a house, renting a house is no where within my budget, I just want to live a good, normal life. I know this is personal & I would not ask for a penny if I wasn't so desperate. Maybe witb you generous people donating to my personal cause will help me with my home where ill find peace.

There is so much more to say but words won't express it. If you wish to find out more you can get in touch with me & find out for yourself how my life has been even till today.

Email: [email protected]

Phone: 07472151010

I thank you all for taking the time to read this.

Mahbub