HIV battle please help me survive

I am pleading for your kindness and sympathy to help me fight and survive my HIV battle. Although the HIV medications are free, I still need to complete all vaccines, buy monthly vitamins and supplements, undergo regular laboratory tests to make sure I survive and become healthy. Even if I want to work, the type of job I can handle as of the moment are limited and my dream of working abroad to give my parents a comfortable life is now impossible for me to achieve because of my condition and because of the stigma this disease is entailed with :'( I may have unconsciously made wrong choices when I was younger, but I want to fight to live for a little more time to make something good out of my life , especially because I am the one looking after by mama and papa who are both seniors already; I do not want them to carry the burden of burrying their son especially because they are already old. I am trying my best to provide for my family and at the same time to keep myself going on and not give up (emotionally and physically). Currently I make ends meet by getting odd jobs and contractual work which barely makes ends meet. On top of all my burdens, my parents also lost their one and only house so we are now forced to rent which makes it extra harder. Any help will be appreciated. But I understand not everyone has an extra peso to spare, but your prayers will also be appreciated.