Funding to assist my family and studies

Hi everyone I'm Thabo Makhuzeni as I have introduced my self before and still staying in the same small area called khuma in North West province that's in South Africa This is my situation, as you have maybe seen my story before nothing much changed I've graduated from high school in 2008 and life has been difficult till now 2020 I couldn't do my higher education Due to having to support the family back then financially by doing casual jobs I'm the only one to feed the family since no one is working I had to take gap years before taking this action for studying as sometimes we would sleep with no food it pains me that not even close families help , i still know it's late for me to obtain any form of a bursary as my age have gone by to apply for it.

My dream is to study Bcom(Entrepreneurship) the fees for 1st years are R30 000.00 (estimation costs ) but due to not having any assistance till now I have tried other ways to live and support the family yet they need a start up funds as my mom is suffering from asthma and her health is frail and older now while she has to be the one who works as a domestic worker (1) day a week to buy few items including her medications for asthma

I have worked for PQ clothing stores as a casual but I had to buy clothes and food for my family to assist my mother since it was festive season ,I really need this opportunity and would appreciate a gift of mercy , I'm honestly depressed writing this as I have been trying to apply for jobs with no luck and seeing my mother beeing ill and forced to work kills me but I hope God will hear my prayers so I have a sustainable life onwards and end up furthering my desired studies as I would like to create employment for my community and my friends with the projects I will implement after graduating thus it will make life better for other poor people like me in the community I live in. Your donation will make a difference in my life thank you in advance