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The Video is little bit longer to you. However I hope you to watch all of the video and please help him to go forward to his dream again!!

Now, although he is in a situation where he can not see the front and it is too dark, He would be grateful if you could join him in his crowdfunding by dreaming of a world where one small one of yours helps him to change one person.

During the course of this project, He will do his best to treat his treatment, and he will try his best to develop himself through the help of many of you, not your financial and financial support.

He has already tried crowdfunding once. At that time, he wrote only the plea that he needed help. He did not prepare for the reality, the help he needed, and the benefits he could get in detail. But this time is different. He has more reasons than ever to be sure, and there are a lot of things that you can get over with your help. From your little help, there will be great changes, innovations and developments. Your choice will not be regretted and will be returned to you and others around you with great help in the future. Thank you for watching long video so far.

As a small flame burns a big fire, $1 by 10000 people will cost $ 10000, $ 10 will be $ 100,000, and $ 100 will be $ 1,000,000. And look forward to the great fire that Seohyeon Kim Andrew, a small fireball, can help and cheer and watch.

Links are included at the bottom of the video, and in the comments and below. If you do not want to lose your commission, you can use your account and Paypal. We will fill in all the details of the sponsorship and return it afterwards. Thank you.

I would like to thank all those who help on behalf of him, and all those who are interested and support him.

ps) There is one bad news to him again. He has diagnosed with gout on his finger.(18.07.2019)

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His Life’s Journey

To understand his situation now, I think you should talk about his life's journey so far.

A story of a boy who dreamed of a musician

  • When he passed the piano school at the age of three, he could not get past it. He learned the piano for the first time with the care of the teacher at the time. Of course, the 3-year-old boy did not have the genius talent of Mozart, but it was his first meeting to show him how lovely the music was and how happy he was.
  • He was steadily with the piano. He did not put the piano in his hands until he graduated from elementary school, and it was a happiness and a happiness in his life, and sometimes it was the only refuge.
  • In one story, his sister was born in 2004 when he was 6 years old, and he wrote a simple two-barrel song saying that he composed for her. Which you listening now.
  • As he enters middle school, his musical ability and love will see the light. First there was the creation of a wind orchestra that brought about the greatest transformation in his life. At the time, he was accompanied by a piano and drums in the cathedral. He sided with his family and begged his music teacher to join it. There he acted as a percussionist for six months. And in the third grade and one year of woodwind music, he was the head of the wind orchestra and the chief clarinetist.
  • Just doing the activity did not mean that he loved music and wanted to be a life partner. He won the Silver Prize at the National Wind Ensemble Competition with his accomplishments first. He did not receive any lessons at the time. He downloaded his own sheet music and practiced himself and won second prize at the Desin University Competition.
  • He was able to confirm his composing and arranging ability. As mentioned above, he has done many activities at the Choir, and won the First Prize and the Second Prize at the same time in Daegu Catholic music composing competition. I could not believe that he could not have accomplished with music that he had simply learned from his thoughts, which he did not even learn of harmony. In order to utilize the simple melody and chord chant with the wind orchestra in order to utilize the song at the school mass, he arranged it and actually used it at the school event.
  • Again, briefly, he showed us the ability to treat all band instruments freely in the cathedral choir, but the surprise is that no one ever taught him drums and guitars.

(2)Upcoming trials: domestic violence, mental illness

  • The barriers that he faced and overcome in his musical life were not as low and easy as when he was a child.
  • First, his personality and character respects everyone and always wants to help others. He is also a person who has the best endeavor to do what he wants to do and finally has the persistence to accomplish it. And above all, there is a little creativity and speciality. His innovative ideas and his direction toward the future stood at the illusion that others seemed to be just false.
  • There were many conflicts of thought because of his characteristics, which were a little different from those of ordinary people. And the conflict was the largest in the family that always believed that it would be closest and would be on its side.
  • He was a student who did his studies with his creativity and intelligence. To him, his parents became so harshly obsessed with his studies from he was a child.In the case of physical corporal punishment, the example that shows it clearly is that in elementary school, he solved one book (not one page) every day, and his parents punished him one when he wrong one question. The corporal punishment became more severe when the test period and he became older. The punishment that started at the palm of his hand continued until high school, and his buttocks and thighs calves were always bruised. As a friend, I was always sad and sick to see his appearance like that. He was always smile in that situation, and he didn’t looked hard on others. His parents, who think only of studying like this, could not support and cheer up the dream of music. He was not honored with his dreams, and went to high school with a focus on his studies. Even there, he wrote a paper on volunteering for young people and won the Chancellor's Prize. But in a different environment, and in a place that is so different from what he is aiming for, life eventually drove him into a sickness.
  • These things can not simply speak of his parents' faults. Korea is a country that places importance on studying, has a higher education level than any other country, and has the highest stress on academic achievement. Therefore, it is the reality of Korea that the happiness index of youth is lower than that of any country, and the enrollment rate according to their dreams is even lower. It can be said that his parents' coercive ways of education, corporal punishment, and violence also originated there.
  • There are also prejudices and fears about art. Although I do not know all the circumstances of other countries, there is a story that if you can not study in Korea and you have a lot of money, you will go to art school. They are more focused on the outside than on their minds and talents. It is also true that it costs a lot of money. His parents were not that hard to maintain a poor, normal home. Even the academically high school he went to was also expensive for college tuition. However, since there are so many financial burdens such as the cost of using the practice room, the cost of the instruments, and the financial burden of starting from the lesson cost, it would have existed as a single wall in the direction of his dreams.
  • The mental illness that came to the youth with such a dream interrupted him endlessly. In order to overcome the sickness that came to him, he did many activities such as chorus, instrumental ensemble, and volunteer clubs, but not when he was instrumental, playing, accompanied, It was with tears. When he was tied up in high school, his symptoms worsened to such an extent that he could not live in the classroom. He was able to go to and from the health center and finish his school life with the help of his health teacher.
  • There is another anecdote here: his parents' strong academical surrogacy and his clashes with his mental illness arose ahead of the college scholastic ability test. At the time when his condition deteriorated to such an extent that he attempted to commit suicide and suicide, he eventually visited the mental health department with his parents with the help of a health teacher, and his doctor said that he needed hospitalization right now and needed a stable recovery. And his parents refused the doctor 's opinion about how to hospitalize at the time of a month before the SAT, and it was such a shocking word for him and it was an irrevocable wound. Later on, he dreamed of independence from his parents with his wounds, and to pursue his own dreams. This is the beginning of his effort to find his dream without the help of his parents.

(3)Tries to Overcome Trials: Danish Working Holiday, Independence, etc

  • After graduating from high school, he began to work specifically to overcome barriers in reality.
  • And amateur orchestra activities, but Denmark's Working Holiday is one of the largest. He spent a year living in Denmark after finishing his own part-time job, financing the airplane, issuing visas, living expenses and finishing the visa process without any problems and any help.
  • Although he was still living with mental health medicine, he left Korea as soon as he became an adult and he lived in Denmark. Rather than struggling with the difficulties of the first year society, he has tried his best to do what he can do while enjoying the experience. And he worked hard to find a dream.
  • In Denmark, he enrolled in a music school and was born for a low price and was introduced to the clarinet lesson for the first time. In Korea, he was amazed at the lessons, the practice room, and the education infrastructure that he could not imagine. As a member of the amateur orchestra (Tonica harmonic orchestra) he began to grow his clarinet skills and dreams again. He also attended PROMS in the UK, Berlin Phil in Berlin and the Salzburg festival in Austria. His dream of becoming a classical musician became even bigger and more detailed.
  • After finishing his life in Denmark for a year, he leaves his parents to leave for Seoul in order to fulfill his dream by utilizing his budget from Denmark to Working Holiday. He set foot in Seoul to work hard for his dreams. He was going to live a life saving money while eating part-time and paying a part-time job, but he was challenging him to be much happier than before.

(4)The dream of a musician who started running again

  • Even during his high school years when he had suffered a hard trial, he did not release the strings of music, and it was a companion and a refuge for him. It was also a time to play a clarinet in a choir, to play a clarinet in a school concert, to teach children band instruments, to teach a clarinet, and to develop a dream of music education. Of course, it was a difficult time for him, but looking back, it seems that there are a few factors that act as a positive factor in a situation that is now having a big dream.
  • As he left Korea, he lived in Denmark, left his home and lived on his own, and started running back to his dream. He received a clarinet lesson from the Academy of Music at the Catholic University of the Church at the Catholic University of the United Methodist Church, and also provided a practice room. Through a steady amateur orchestra, he played several Masterpieces such as the Dvorak and Beethoven Symphony or concerto etc. In addition, he arranges for a small ensemble by playing and arranging one of his talents, and has performed at various events. And during that time his dreams became a little more concrete.
  • Later on in the second half of the video, I will explain it in more detail, but if it was his previous dream that just wanted to love music and love music, he was drawing his dreams in three areas. First, he began his musical education for the clarinet, which he loved most, and his dream conductor (Gustavo Dudamel, Simon Rattle), and finally to everyone, to music that everyone could learn and enjoy (especially the developmental disorder Special education for children). He has embodied his dreams in these three areas and have made many efforts such as designing a plan for further study in order to move on that path.

(5)Too many barriers to him : numerous physical illnesses, resulting economic problems

  • He did not express himself in this situation, but he was constantly fighting himself with serious mental illness. When a panic attack occurred, it was daunting to be stunned and taken to an emergency room, and he had only 10 hours of sleep per week with severe insomnia.But he was running toward his dream of music, so he was genuinely happy. Even if it is stunned when it comes to a situation where it can not control itself. Also, because he had a strong desire to overcome himself, he did not give up and kept on dreaming.
  • So he was still suffering from severe mental illness, but he was a passionate 20-year-old young man who ran into the practice room first and then came out of the practice room at the latest.
  • He did his best to practice the instrument during the time he was able to use the practice room, spent the rest of his time doing part-time work, collecting money for living, and volunteering on weekends. When he was unable to sleep in insomnia, he took out a book to learn a little bit about musical history and vocal music that he did not learn. He was the first enthusiastic student in the academy. He lived hard both financially and physically, but he did not express himself. He always showed a bright smile and continued to serve others, showing an altruistic appearance for others. And his appearance with music seemed happier than ever.
  • He was already severed from his parents who had not even been contacted, and he was particularly struggling financially, but at that time he was working a little more, working a little harder, running over the obstacles he faced.
  • But before him, a very big barrier recently began to block him in front of him. There are already a number of small obstacles that go beyond the big obstacle of mental illness. Although it was not enough, the barriers in front of him who ran toward his dreams with the best of his ability seemed to be harsh. It is a physical illness that has just started to appear.
  • It is often said that a sickness of the heart is a sickness. That was actually happening to him. And it was not a simple disease that was small and easy to cure.
  • Perhaps the most important reason for this crowdfunding is the big barrier he faced. I want to talk more about the diseases he faces from now on.


    The present trials that he encountered while living his life have limitations that can be overcome simply by his efforts. Of course, he has been doing his hospital life with his best efforts, and now he is also doing everything that he can. So, let me explain in detail about the problems that he encountered right now and the difficult barriers that block him.

  1. Malignant lymphoma : Confirmed / Two Malignant Tumors and Multiple Positive Tumors
  2. Lymphocytic leukemia : Observation of continuing progress. The fluctuation of white blood cell counts is very large.
  3. Rheumatoid arthritis : Important finger ligament problems in clarinet playing + No Mood sensation in his finger sometimes.
  4. Severe mental illness : Depression, anxiety, insomnia, and panic that have always bothered him. Extreme stress caused by other diseases added to it.
  • First of all, let's start with the four diseases mentioned above. The word scary cancer, rheumatism, leukemia, even if you listen to it. It is the reality that he faced. And the mental illness that has been constantly harassing him makes it more difficult. Mental illnesses faced with other illnesses are the days of pain that can not be spoken of by him, who has overcome many days with a lot of medicines that are hard to bear even with mental illness.

  1. A monetary problem ; Korea's medical insurance system, hospital expenses
  • Korea is one of the countries where the national health insurance system is well equipped. However, the cancer, leukemia and mental health systems he faces now can be excluded from coverage or only a small part of the population can receive support. In particular, in his case, private insurance after the psychiatric diagnosis is also incomplete, so there is no way to get the financial supportright now.
  1. I have frequent breakdowns and cracks on his clarinet. And now the situation is ahead of the last choice to sell musical instruments for medical expenses.
  2. Lack of budget for ongoing musical activity: his only therapy instrument was a lesson, a practice room and his instrument. The disease has also stopped the challenges that were going on for all his dreams.
  • There were many problems naturally in his music activities. He has come to a halt in the lessons he has been continuing and is coming to an economic standstill without selling his instruments. At this time, there are many troubles in the musical instruments, such as the cracks.
  • It is not easy to send a musical instrument, especially a person who plays the instrument. He is faced with the sad reality that the instruments that he regarded as his own soul are sick as if it is trying to share the pain of his master.
  1. He fear that he will not be able to continue the music he love : the biggest worry


  • This is the biggest barrier. He had the confidence that he could do the reason why he was able to run to his dreams in various difficulties until now, and there was a persistence that he would accomplish it. But now he is so afraid that he will become one of the smallest and weakest in the face of the big economic and health barriers. I wonder if he loves so much, that he wants to be done so much, that music will come off of him who just ran to see the music. He is the most afraid of it, it is the biggest barrier to him.You have seen the barriers that have just stood opposite him, and that will stifle him in the future. And what he feared most was that he would never go to the music dreams he loves so much, that he would never be able to join with the music he loved, and that he would lose the power of his dreams. The biggest reason for this fear to him is that his dreams are so eager to him that he is a hope and a goal of life. That's what I knew about Seohyeon. He had a happy smile with music and music, and he managed to overcome any pain anyway. From now on, I want to talk in detail about his dream that he desperately wanted to achieve, and which he still hopes to accomplish.

  1. Clarinet, Instruments he loves and instruments that express his feelings
  • Clarinet is a companion of life that has always kept his side since middle school. From the concert hall stage to the practice room and even the karaoke room, he made all the space for his recital with the clarinet. He wanted to be a person who studied and practiced his instrument more professionally and conveyed the beauty that he feel to others through the clarinet. Like Andreas Ottensamer and Sabine Meyer, who are called the world's best clarinetists, he is not the best performer but he really wants to be someone who can heal people's minds with his own music. He has to meet the level of being able to deal with one musical instrument as essential for other professional musical fields, such as music education and conducting, which will be described later, so he does not have to worry but to live with his most beloved instrument, the clarinet he hopes. He was able to express his feelings through the clarinet, sometimes with a feeling of emotion from comfort to stress like a Mozart concerto 2nd movement, sometimes with a brilliant technique like Rossini's Introduction of variation. He hopes to become such a player that he can convey such a feeling not only to himself but also to others.
  1. Composition and arrangement, One tool that can spur his musical potential
  • Composition and arrangement were indeed a way of expressing free music for him. There are a lot of things to study from basic music theory to deepening to professional composition and arrangement. However, from his music he composed for his younger sister to the arrangement of his orchestral music. He has already had the experience of successfully composing and arranging as he has led his music without learning one time, and he was recognized as receiving multiple awards. He wants to study composition and arrangement as a means of recording his inner heart. And he hopes to be a person who plays it in order to arrange it to various people, the organization and the personnel. This is because music has a myriad of possibilities for change depending on the composition, the person, and the way it is expressed.
  1. Conductor, finale he dream of
  • Conducting is his biggest goal and dream. He especially admires Gustavo Dudamel and has developed the dream of the conductor. He wanted to see Dudamel's all-out strength expressing his music, and he became more excited about Dudamel's growth process and his life of sharing. Unlike the clarinet, he has a big dream of becoming the world's best conductor. He thinks that the world's greatest conductor, which anyone can admit, does not exist in the world. This is because music can be felt differently depending on the value of each person, the part of music that is important, and the feelings at that time. The role of the conductor to lead such delicate and varied music needs to be full of leadership, insight and expression. He wants to be a conductor who insights everything through his potential abilities. In particular, he attaches importance to his emotional state and his best attitude. Dudamel 's influence is also great, and once the words of the conductor to him, No Chul Woo, who directs the Daegu Venusto Orchestra, came to him. "The musician has to do his best on the stage to die on that day." The word shocked him and reminded me how important it is to do his best on the stage. The music changes with the sound and movement of each performer, and the change in music that takes place in the gestures and movements of the conductor, which leads to everything, has unlimited potential and fluidity. He wants to be a conductor who can convey the sincerity of being able to touch as many people as possible without being able to be everyone in the role of such a conductor. He wants to convey music to many people as a gift of healing. In particular, he will strive to become a conductor of the beauty of music, centering on people with developmental disabilities who are serving on a weekly basis, as well as those who need social help. There is also an anecdote in this, which he teaches piano to children with developmental disabilities and teaches clarinet, and he can make enough orchestras. He thinks it is. However, the condition of the developmental disabled orchestra searched and found must be able to handle the instrument. In other words, you can do this activity only if you have the conditions and conditions for studying musical instruments in advance. He was shocked by it and pledged to be a person who would lead and lead a group that can teach and teach together if anyone wants to do music. And of course, he already has an award-winning career, directing amateur orchestras, school choirs and more. So he is growing the dream of conductor.
  1. Music educator : especially Developmental disabilities, mental disorders Music therapy - convey happiness
  • As you already know he is suffering from severe mental illnesses and is making the best use of music as a tool to overcome him. The music that gives him strength when he is the only loser and the friend who becomes lonely when he is friends. He has a dream of sharing the infinite power of this music to those who are more like him than he is. As I said in the conductor's dream, he wants to present hope to many people through music. I want to convey the energy of healing and the energy of positive he felt. And it is his dream that makes it possible for anyone to come to the dream of music that he could not easily approach for various reasons. Education is not something a person can do. We need people who need education, people who can do education, places and space are needed. Especially for music, more conditions must be met. He can lower the barriers of such conditions and make music available to everyone. He has a dream to make music education for everyone a reality.
  1. Music that exists for all
  • His dreams, listed above, have something in common. It's just for music, and for someone who is not just yourself, but someone else, especially someone who needs help. He wants to make dreams and make a happy world as music and friend, not only by himself but also by many people, hope everyone. Your help in watching this video will be a great help in fulfilling his dream.

I have talked about his life, the difficulties of reality he faced and the future he dreams with music through his videos and photos. Even if you listen to these contents, you will know why he has opened this crowdfunding. Many of the people around him, including me who are helping narration now, know his potential and know the possibilities and bright future of his big dreams. If you can solve the problems that he face now with your help. Those that need your help. I summarized in four major reasons why he needs your help.

  1. A dream that can not be given
  • He has a dream that he can not give up. Beautiful clarinetist like Andreas Ottensamer, excellent conductor like Dudamel, excellent educator like Suzuki. He has the potential to overcome the world's greatest powers of these three people, and he is already preparing for them. He is now 21 years old. Even now, there are so many big and many barriers in front of him, but for him to give up, music is a dream and hope for him. His hope grows with the hope of the world. He needs your help now to grow into the dreams of so many others.
  1. A stepping stone to solving a monetary problem
  • Now, with repeated hospital life and treatment, he lost his income. However, spending on medical expenses has increased significantly. That's why he need economic help realistically. The first thing that must be done in order to come to his eager dreams is to restore health. He needs your help to restore his health. He is now doing his best to overcome difficulties in his situation. If your help is added to him, he will surely be able to overcome it and go back to his dreams in a healthy way.
  1. The courage and hope to not give up dreams
  • The most fearful barriers he faced were that he was not going to be a dream of music he loved so much. This crowdfunding will make him confident that he can overcome his frightful facts and head for a dream. In particular, financial support such as repairing a broken instrument or replacing it with a new musical instrument, maintaining basic living expenses, and medical expenses support will give him a chance not to give up such a dream, The messages of support and hope will be of great help in his recovery and overcoming of his mental self-confidence.
  1. Together to find a companion to run for the dream
  • No one can live alone in this world. Human beings are social animals, and they are people who help and cooperate together. The help you give in these worlds will give him the beauty of this world of living and make him feel that he is not alone.

This is what you can gain from helping Seohyeon through this crowdfunding. I want to talk about things he can give back to you and society. You all know that crowdfunding is not an investment or a savings. Though your sincerity is your desire to pay back to you right away, the reality is not. But he will surely do his best to give you the help that he has given you in many ways. You know that with so many previous stories, he is dreaming of a beautiful world where he has lived for so long and lives for others. Let us now talk about the four things that he promises to you dare.

  1. The world's best conductor on the future.
  • With your help, he will be the best conductor in the world. Recognition as the best in any field is not a result of one's efforts alone. Through your help in this great crisis and difficult situation now, he will surely overcome all obstacles and reward you as the best conductor. And when you get there, in the process of going up, you will always live with the idea of remembering you and walking with you. You are the person who raised the world's greatest conductor and will be remembered as the person who gave the greatest help in his life.
  1. A beautiful clarinet player
  • You've also created a clarinet player who plays beautifully. He will have a concert for everyone who has helped us at this moment and in the future. Though it seems like a promise of a distant future now, remember his appearance, which has always been his best and life of initiative. His beautiful concert will be closer than you think.
  1. He hopes to live a life that helps others.
  2. His ability to pay off a couple of times
  • These two promises are similar, so we have to put them together. He has lived a life of serving and sharing ever since his students. Though he was not a big help or a big actor, he was a small part of the person who came to help people who needed help. You have heard about the future he dreams through many previous stories. In all his dreams, along with others, with the people around him, with everyone, followed the modifiers. Of course you will be included in it. He will endeavor to be a person who will double your help, and will remember, remember and thank you each and every one of you.

Now, although he is in a situation where he can not see the front and it is too dark, He would be grateful if you could join him in his crowdfunding by dreaming of a world where one small one of yours helps him to change one person.

During the course of this project, He will do his best to treat his treatment, and he will try his best to develop himself through the help of many of you, not your financial and financial support.

He has already tried crowdfunding once. At that time, he wrote only the plea that he needed help. He did not prepare for the reality, the help he needed, and the benefits he could get in detail. But this time is different. He has more reasons than ever to be sure, and there are a lot of things that you can get over with your help. From your little help, there will be great changes, innovations and developments. Your choice will not be regretted and will be returned to you and others around you with great help in the future. Thank you for watching long video so far.

As a small flame burns a big fire, $1 by 10000 people will cost $ 10000, $ 10 will be $ 100,000, and $ 100 will be $ 1,000,000. And look forward to the great fire that Seohyeon Kim Andrew, a small fireball, can help and cheer and watch.

Links are included at the bottom of the video, and in the comments and below. If you do not want to lose your commission, you can use your account and Paypal. We will fill in all the details of the sponsorship and return it afterwards. Thank you.

I would like to thank all those who help on behalf of him, and all those who are interested and support him.

Organizer

  • Ryan Andrew
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  • Anonymous
  • Donated on Aug 13, 2019
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  • Ricardo Morales
  • Donated on Jul 22, 2019
  • Always continue following your dreams. Best of luck.

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  • Donated on Jul 22, 2019
  • Always continue following your dreams. Best of luck.

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