Help me buy my first ever gaming/streaming pc

Hi, my name is Iman and this is my story. The reason being is actually on the end of September I quit my job to become a streamer and already have enough money to a buy pc setup but it's not enough for streaming. Only for playing games. Meanwhile on October, greed got the best of me when I saw some ads for binary option in Telegram.

This Telegram channel offer profit if you invest in them depends on how much you give to them. Turns out it was all an elaborate scam. I actually been scammed by two different Telegram channels. The first channel still haven't reply to my text even though I know that he already read it. Meanwhile the second channel reply to me but demanded me to pay first if I want the profit WHICH I DID but still haven't receive any profit(After that I give excuse so that they will give me the profit but they still didn't give it to me). At that point I know this is just another scam. I know it's stupid and somebody on reddit actually call me dumb or a liar when I post my story but desperate times make you do crazy things and I'm not lying. Now I left with just barely enough money to even buy pc monitor. Also stuck with laptop I have been using for 4 years which cannot support heavy duty games and work which you can see on my profile picture.

If you guys wondered why I don't just get another job, it's because I can't find any decent job with my college diploma. My college diploma is not being acknowledge by my country because the syllabus do not match up with diploma standard. I also have to save a lot of money on my previous job and now almost lost of it into the scam. I also want to mention I get a lot of stress from that job because my older colleague always passes their job to me and sometimes take credit for it. Not to mention I got paid a lot less than them.

I know this is kinda self gratification wish and a lot more people is needing help than me. But playing games is always been a passion of mine since I was a kid and being a streamer can also help me build career in gaming industry. It's actually good to being paid doing what you love. Now I can't do that because of the people who scammed me. THEY TOOK AWAY MY DREAM.

I'm actually introvert and extreme shy with people. But when I'm playing games in my phone, I changed into somewhat happier with other people I'm playing because I see gaming as my gateway from my introvert personalities. I know people might think this is just another excuse but it's the truth and I can't do anything about it.

The Amount of money I get will go strictly on buying my gaming/streaming pc setup like cpu gaming/streaming spec, monitor, good quality mic and cam. Any donation will definitely not abused or misuse by me. I appreciate any help or assistance. I wish there is another way but I'm desperate on achieving my dream and there is no better way for asking help than this.

Thank you for reading and listen to people like me and sorry if I waste your time. If you have any doubt whether I was indeed being scammed or not, feel free to reach out to me and I will answer it as soon as possible. Also I DO NOT MAKE THIS CAMPAIGN JUST TO TRICK OR LYING TO YOU and I can prove it.