Helping my Family

Hi, my name is Patrick I set up this gofundme page to help me seek redemption for the years I wasted. Let me start from the beginning, I was just an average boy with 2 siblings, both of my parents are Filipinos and are working in Saudi Arabia. I was raised there until I graduated high school, growing up was no problem even though I was technically an alien there. When I was around 17-18 my parent decided that I should continue my studies back in the Philippine, my mother brought me to her hometown of Dumaguete where I spent 2 years studying. It was hard at first being cause most of the professors use their native language which I do not know, by the time I finished my 1st year in college I was a changed man. Smoking and drinking which my father is somewhat ok with except my mother then not attending my classes cause I don't feel like it. When both of sibling graduated high school my parent also plan for them to study in the Philippines. They brought me to Cavite along with my siblings to continue their studies. During my time as a 2nd-year student, my mind wasn't set on studying but earning. I got a job at a call center without telling my parents, when they found out they're both disappointed at first but later on accept it. I worked there for 9 maybe 10 months. Then I resign a started to work in the big city which I couldn't stay even though the pay was big my cost for commuting was a problem and time since it takes me around 4 to 5 hours to reach the office. So I stopped applying for a job there and decided to stay at home for 3 years. By then I just turned 25 last September depending on my parent to feed me and my siblings instead of helping them lessen the cost, I was lucky to find a job close to where we live now. Then it hit me "crypto mining" I talked to one of my gaming buddies about it and says that he could be my mentor when it comes to crypto mining and other business but making a mining rig will cost me 35000 PHP but I can't save since the pandemic started most of my salary goes our daily expenses and my contract ends this year. We're not sure our contract will extend. I hope you can help me, this is the only way I could think of the redeem myself for all the year I wasted and become a better son/ brother.