Helping a couple realise there dreams!

Hello, my name is Chloe. And I'm here because I'm the past 18 months I've gone through so many changes in my life, after my ex took a knife to me I got out of there ASAP had to quit my job and move to another town, I then was able to met the guy I had feelings for nearly 3 years, then my life changed I was happy again, within 2 months I found out I was pregnant to the love of my life, sadly I lost the child a month later, it nearly broke us, a few months later the man of my dreams asked me to marry him ( in a birthday card mind you) i was finally working again, but when I wasn't working my debt climbed and climbed. And now I'm lucky to pay rent. I'm already running behind on rent and barely have any food in my cupboards, my hours at work have been cut because they don't have the hours to give anyone, and I'm now sturggling all over again,

I've never asked for help in my life, but it's getting to that stage where I'm not even sure if I will have a roof over my head within the month, especially when Christmas in nearly apon us. And I haven't seen my mother since a few weeks after she lost everything to a house fire, I just want to make my life better and make this Christmas worth something