i was 14 when i dreamed that one day i will become a pilot.. and one day i came to know my father cannot afford my pilot training but he still offered me that he will sell his house to fund me for pilot training but i felt bad for my sister at that time i thought may be after training i wont get the job that easy and my father will have to get my sister married so from where they will afford the funds i said a clear no to my father and thanked him for his offer, i promised my self from that day that i will work hard and fund my self for the pilot training once i got the chance to train in germany but my visa got refused from KSA that was 2013 and i was almost 18 at that time. I was very fond of martial arts and gym since my child hood these two things was like oxygen to me then i turned 18 started some small construction work but i failed in that i tried it until i turned 20.. i kept on working for construction sites and started trade from china the trade was fine until mid of 2016 when i was in second year of my university for bcs. in computer science. I planned to order huge qty. now but as soon as i orderd for almot 9K USD the country started facing recision and no one was willing for new trade i face a new loss but i was started with martial arts in 2015 so it covered me with the loss and it was the last year of my construction work as all the companies were facing recision so i decided to continue as a martial arts instructor and was earning a handsome amount and i started a job in school as ICT teach sept. of 2016 and i met my soul mate same year i have got an elder brother who was studying engineering in china and was funded by my father unlike me as soon as he returned KSA he never really tried for a job i only told him about love and told him that i am gonna marry her by 2017 and can't tell my family because they wanted me to marry some where else and my mother is in superstitious things e.g black magic and all my brother supported me with full heart since i was earning good and he wasn't doing the job so i use to bear his expenses i was doing BCs. because i didn't want to waste my time until i save funds for my pilot training so when 2017 started i was working as martial arts instructor and ICT teacher i use to work 14-15 hours saved around 12k dollars in the beginning of 2017 i asked my father to borrow some amount as i had a plan to buy land in my country he clearly said no i can't fund and as soon as i bought my self a land with the help of some loyal friend guess what my father gifted my brother a land twice the size of my land in same society so i ignored it and went to marry my soul mate my brother and a friend knew about it as soon as i returned home my brother told this to may parents to become their favorite and as i told earlier my mother is in superstitious things she immediately took a flight to our home country and met some superstitious guy since that time till now i lost all my savings i had to sleep in my car i had borrow ton of money to save my degree and my brother flied to Europe for his further studies and again my father is funding him. I was alone to survive i had some of my martial arts clients who helped me the land i bought for my pilot training is on stake as i cannot pay installments any more... and my mother still accept that she did black magic on me and my wife because my was a divorce elder than me and my mother wanted me to marry her nephew... there was a day i couldn't afford a bottle of water but i passed that time some how and 1 month back i finished my graduation. now i am a software engineer but as a fresher cannot find job here this story is not it there is much more these are some important parts of my life which includes a dubai trip when i went to find some work and some mafia guys tried to trapped me i use to love photography and i had to sell my DSLR just to return my father's money i couldn't afford a gym anymore which was my oxygen i lost almost everything all my savings everything my father was not ready to support me until i divorce my wife but i beard all of this because i have never learned to give up now as a software developer i am trying to get some small projects and i got one in this month but now i have plan to start bitcoin mining in Dubai and repay some of my debt. thats why i need this funding and if you fund please leave me with your email adress because not today may be tomorrow or day after tomorrow or even after some years i will repay all those who funded me... and this is a very small part of my life there is so much more.