Help to see and live with my son

Kısaca anlatmam gerekirse, severek evlendiğim ve 6 yıl boyunca canımı dişime takarak mutlu etmeye çalıştığım ve hem beana göre hem de çevreme gçre bunu da çok iyi bir şekilde başardığım eşim 2016 yılında 2 yaşındaki oğlum ile ülkesine aile ziyaretine gitti ve birkaç ay sonra sebepsiz yere ayrılmak istediğini söyleyerek benimle irtibata geçmeyi kesti. hukuki yoldan birşey yapamıyorum ve zaten niyetim annesinden ayırmak ta değil ama 3 yıldır oğluma sarılıp koklayabilmiş değilim ve bu beni artık tüketmek üzere... tek isteğim oğlumun yaşadığı ülkeye kalıcı olarak yerleşebilecek, bunun için gerekli ödemeleri ve teminatları verebilecek ve ufak ta olsa bir iş sahibi olarak en azından oğlumla beraber kalan hayatımı geçirmek istiyorum. Hem politik hem de maddi zorluklar yüzünden 3 yıldır ayrıyım ve daha fazla gücüm kalmadı gerçekten. Herşeyimden ve kendimden vazgeçmek üzereyim ve bunu son bir yardım çağrısı olarak burada paylaşıyorum umarım bana umut olursunuz.

I got happily married with a woman from Russia after meeting many times and talking on internet for years.. We were not the happiest and comfortable couple but i have never treated her bad or cheated her. after few years things got better and i get to give her a better life but her family was keep pushing her to come back to her own country... after 4 years of marriage we finally had a baby that we have been dreaming for and i did all my best day and night to comfort her and take care of our baby. From an unresponsible man i became a dream family man that all of our friends and even people that we dont know use to envy.. after a year and half when her mother got sick i told her to visit her with our baby because i felt bad that she was worrying for her and that was the last time i seen her... We had a plan that we made after she went there that i was going to move to her country and work there so she could take care of her mother but suddenly she changed her mind and told me that she had enough of everything and wont be sending me invitation for living...Its not that we were going to have a better life there or anything but i just wanted her to be in her own country and take care of her parents but this is the way she left me and decided not to bring my son or let me see him not even for a week...

After that i have tried all i can speak with embassies and government places but i get no result and this pain is killing me inside that i dont see my son growing up and he doesnt even remember me probably now.. All i want is to be there for him, have a small job enough to live and support him. I dont want to take him away from her because i grow up not seeing my mother and i know how it feels but seems like she have no heart and 6 years of love i gave her for was nothing.. i tried many things to earn some money but the situations are bad in my country and i got no more choice.

everyday looking at his photos that i dont see him for 2,5 years now and she doesnt even reply my messages i dont know what to do but i cant live like this anymore

This is my last hope to live in this world because i have noone else other than my son and he has been taken away from me... please help me...