Help to restart my life

Dear people,

This is the first time asking for help.

I am 41 years old woman, pharmacy technicians..

In March 2017, I fell as I went to work, on the back, slipped on the ice. That changed everything in my life. I went for MR,because constant pain it seems never go away. It showed bad spine injury (on L5-S1 and C5-C6) with nerve damages and myelopathy. I could not work for 6 months, then try to work hardly few months with breaks. Terrible pain in whole body and other bad neurological problems are everyday. And they change during the same day. Some days are little better, some days are horror. But i am trying to be very positive despite all the problems.Going to different doctors (mostly neurologist and neurosurgeons) and having diagnostic procedures (like magnetic resonance of spine and head, testing nerve damage…) cost a lot of money, so I had to take a loan from the bank.. And it hasn't done over yet. Still, there is no solution for my health problem, surgery of neck is a high risk (and I am afraid of). For now, my therapy was and still is painkillers, vitamins B, Mg, alpha lipoic acid,physical therapy (wasn’t helped). But medical and alternative treatments are too expensive for me,especially because of debts. And I would not be able to afford any further re-examination, to see if there are any deterioration or maybe some things have been missed.

My mother has emphysema and chronic pulmonary disease,that is progressive. Also futher examination and meds are not not cheap at all.

Plus, the apartment where we live is collapsing. The roof has to change because is leaking on several spots, walls shoot on several places, furniture is very perished and old. Windows have to be changed, one door from the terrace cannot be closed properly, and that is the problem in fall and winter, another window is leaking when is raining, the glass of another window on the terrace is little cracked in a corner, the window on the attic barely opens and leaks. Kitchen elements are before decomposition.

Worrying about our future…health issues, bank debts, home is collapsing, my job is uncertain (will I lose it, and how will I work in the future), is so stressfull and exhausting.

Dear people,

I need help…

To resolve some problems, to get good therapy for me and my mother.

Help me to reorganized my life. Help me and my family.

Thank you!