36yr old woman in desperate need of help to leave a abusive partner ASAP. I will require furniture, dishes, towels, as well as deposit/rental funds..absolutely starting from nothing :-(
Just a little history so you can see what its been like walking in my shoes until now. Please be patient as its been difficult to even bring myself to asking for help so please no negative comments please as I think I've had enough dist on to me that I don't need anymore.
My partner&i have been together for almost 4yr and i swear the 1st 3 were like ultimate honeymoon everyday in every way and then it took a turn when a few issues had come up and now it has put a lot of strain and space between us. He would joke about me having sexual relations with others, n push me away if trying to be intimate unless it was him initiating, then accusing me of cheating and putting me down,..it got to the point where i was basically told to stay home n not work at all an any jobs i did try to get/keep, he would make it so i loat it juat so he could control my finances. Then the financial abuse started..all money i would have from working went on bills (power, food, rent, insurance, food etc) and what i needed didnt matter n what income he had was his.. not at all fair or equal in my opinion. Now even just stay today it just feels like a war zone from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep and I'm constantly on edge because I never know what where or how something is going to happen so of course walking on eggshells constantly really sucks.
Any help would be so greatfully appreciated and be used for its intended purpose and I'm not here as a scammer.. I refuse to ask for help all the time and I feel so guilty for doing so but I know I have no other choice so trust me I do appreciate you taking the time to read this and I hope you have a great day.