Help Sohel for start his life again.

I was a good student but i belong a very poor family.I completed my Hsc in 2008.We got a house but for my higher education my familly sell the house.And with that money i go to London for higher education.But i don,t get work permit in my visa.So i can not afford my study cost there.I hardly found a job there then one day London immigration police caught me and sent me to prison.After almost 15 days they sent me back to my country.After coming back my country i lose everything.I completed graduation very hardly.For lack of money i can not admit for my post graduation.I start finding job but i did not get any job last 10 years.Few years ago i make 3 youtube channels.I can sing well.In my one channel i make comedy videos.I make song in my another channel and i make spoken english lecture in other channel.But i can not maintain all these works.Because i don,t have any computer,i don,t have any video camera,any smartphone,any microphone,any musical instrument.Even I don,t have money for painting the background wall where i make video.You can check my three youtube channels.I hardly can borrow mobile from any one for my video.I record my music very hardly.If i want to continue my creativity i need money.My family is not able for give me any money for my any work.In that situation if i get money i can change my life,my family life and other people,s life.