A year ago I decided it was time to seek professional help and was diagnosed with anxiety and depression.
The main cause came from my parents. They are amazing parents, really. But the timely verbal abuse as well as the stress I've been accumulating from other family problems has been taking over me slowly.
Excrutiating as it is, I was able to live through the past year with the help my fiance.
Recently I've been greeted with unexpected problems as well as a parent going back to old habits of verbal abuse. It's been tough. Tough to the point where I've been thinking of ending a lot of things. But I can't let it end there.
I want to be healed, not with the help of counseling or therapy. They've been really helpful to me and I am grateful. But I need something more than this. I need to be with the person who actually heals me. But that person is in a completely different country. My parents would help me out but right now with our current situation, I just want to be able to escape even for just two weeks and be at my safe place with him. I just need healing.