I am a 33 years old woman having epilepsy since I was 11 years old. I tried all medications without results and my last hope is a brain surgery to become normal and live the real life of a loving mother.
I lost all the jobs I got in Estonia where I was born because of my strong epilepsy and I live on a pension of 300 euros per month as I was declared handicaped at 90% by Estonian government. I am not happy with it. I want to work instead of waiting.
The fact is that, after we moved to Andorra, I was not able to live anymore with my familly since the last 3 years. I have been the cause of so many troubles and have created so much pain to my son and his father because of my unstability.
The Andorra's governement has expulsed me after I commited a crime (I was declared partly responsible by the judge) under the influence of alcohol (yes I was drinking excessively during the first 4 years following the birth of my son - trying to feel better after each seizure). After I spent one month at a psychiatric hospital where I was declared psychotic paranoiac, I have definitively stop drinking ... yes, not even a glass of wine on my birthday! I am proud of that and I know that if I could have this brain operation, I would be able to work and live normally. First, I would get a job at La Seu d'Urgell (in Spain at 10 km from Andorra), then I will apply to be able to live again with my familly in Andorra.
I am tired of this life and cannot express my love anymore.
Thank you for helping me :-)