Help needed for my education

Hi people.. I know this is a personal request but I didn't know where else to go. Hope you understand my problem & help me with my education. I have this goal to get masters from a German university, as the education there is of good standards & relatively cheaper. I've been working to save for that but in 2 years I could only save what is enough for 2 trips from my home to Germany. Only for the flight tickets.   I'm desperate to start my Masters by the end of this year as many other things are conneted to my education & getting a better job later. I've applied for scholarships from other organisations but have been rejected as I didnt participate in any social causes. I understand their motive but not everyone who needs a scholarship has enough means to participate in those. Generally its the opposite. Its People who dont have enough money & time that need scholarships.   Anyway, enough with my whining I guess. So, I desperately need this money as my relationship & therefore my life is dependent on this a lot. Thanks a lot for taking time to read this. Please help if you understand my problem.    EDUCATION: 10th grade: 90% 12th grade: 97% Bachelors: 80% Job training performance rating: 5/5