Help my speech disorder

Hi, my name is Alp. I lost my family in a traffic accident when I was 6 years old. This caused me to have a stuttering problem (speech disorder). I have never had a close friend or girlfriend because of this problem I had. People have always seen me as a strange individual. They made fun of me and I was constantly ostracized. I cannot say that I have many friends now. When my teachers gave me low marks in school exams, I could not go to them and object. Because if I went to them and talked, I would stutter for 10 minutes. My schoolmates sometimes used my stuttering to break down the lesson. (I was not an individual for them, I was a vehicle) This made me an introverted individual since I could not communicate properly with anyone at school. I didn't want people to see my speech disorder. I was so embarrassed when I was stuttering. I've been living with my grandmother since I was little and I don't want to be a burden to her anymore. I started looking for treatment ways to solve my speech problem and found that the costs were quite high. Now I want to speak freely like normal people. I want to exist without being afraid to speak. It is very valuable for me to be with me in this regard. I would be very happy if you could share the campaign with more people.

(I put a video introducing myself at the bottom of the page, if you want to get to know me better, please watch it)

My disability report:

My speech video: ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓

- (I cut my stuttering parts in this video, if you want to waste time, you can watch this video.) ↓↓↓↓