Help mother for My house.

I belong from a extreme poor family. My father comitted suicide for money when I was only 13 yaers old. My mother is housewife, and suffering from high diabetes and others disease. From then I and my mother struggled very much and I completed engineering. I worked now in a privet company since last 5 years where I get now only 18500 INR every month. Where to maintain family and medicine for my MOM I have to spend all of my salary. I have no house now. We lived a very small rented single room from my childhood. This room have not any toilet and kitchen. Now the room was too old and it became cracks on wall on it and it is not safe for live. But I have not any money to by a own flat or rent. I tried many places for asking help, but nobody in India help me. No banks give me loan. I love someone from last 8 years . But now for my home issue, her parents try to arrange her wedding into another place. Please please I beg of you, help me to buy a flat. Please. Now you are only a God of me. You are my last hope. If really I failed to gather this money to by flat, there is no way for comitted suicide for me. Help me. I beg to you. Help.