My name is Mohamed Mehdi , I have just turned 24.
I live in Berlin and I can speak 4 languages, my current occupation is design and strategies based on psychological behaviours.
Since I'm a child I'm interested in psychology then philosophy , science that has to do with understanding people. It made and still make me care a bit too much just to not hurt or use anyone without noticing. I see rapidly many versions, details.. and I try to do the best of every life situation. Keeping calm is my key so I rarely get noticed.
I spend the most of the time alone. Reading or at the pc. I love to live at night and usually I do not fit with people not in an arrogant way ,really not, recently I have started 2 projects about websites and as I am a user interface designer I did much of those projects but see that I can not develop I could not make any of them work. I have tried and I am still trying.
This year I wasn’t able to go to university and I have visited a psychologist who told me that I do not have anything expect stress but actually that is what I made him believe because he did not even look at me when we were talking, I felt like I am just an object but I wouldn’t blame him.
Its all for reasons.
Now after some researches, therapies and tests with someone
It's turning out that I have a low latent inhibition which I'm using in creative fields not only to be an artist but to help with art , a thing that do not give someone the impression he is getting helped. A constructive concept that tries to look in the same direction as the targeted people.
here you can read things about me, that I can’t tell you
I am financed by my family and they are all I have :) they are all in Tunisia, the euro value is getting higher and it is being hard for them to send me money, the pretty sad thing is that they do not even complain about it but I see in their eyes that they suffer. It makes me guilty which makes me more multitasked.
My private school costs 3500€ per semester I am still in the first semester :) honestly I love the knowledge but if you would ask me about the system I would be very sad and I can not leave a thing I believe in just because the basic rules are the only way of success.
I do not know what will happen with me, with university bills and enrolment, with my unfinished projects and with my rent and my computer I have solved.
If I will have some money I will fix it, because I m made to work not to live, I am happy about it and since you are here maybe you do not understand my feelings but I am sure you could imagine.
An advice for you because you’re here, something I have learned :) : I don’t talk with IF that refers to change the past which is a waste of time right now, I need to accept the destiny that is why I am happy however it works. We do not know much and many things are not like they seem. Faith in god and yourself with a pretty patience are the most powerful weapons.
Finally I would like to thank you for your time, I would not promise you any version of the future but I can say that my intentions are good and inshallah I will make a change. It is not because I do not have confidence in myself but because I believe people have no control of events and when they do it is still relative to many things as far I see so I do not wanna lie to you.
God does have this control, and Im thankful to him forever :)
May God bless you.