HELP MELODY GET BACK ON Hormone replacement therapy (transgender)

I know there is a lot of things you could fundraise for but I wanted to help my friend who’s been trying to get back on hormones

Her name is melody

I am trying to just think this through and what my options are... my name is melo and I’m a 19 year old transgirl. I have been doing all my best to raise for my transition. I’m currently been trying my best to overcome a obstacle in my life that’s been holding me back and that’s been really damaging me. I’ve been struggling with trying to start hormones and other transgender cares but haven’t had any new opportunities in the getting hired. losing my job and being in debt caused me To not continue transitioning and I have tried every day to get back on track again on my hormones. I’ve been looking for a new job but haven’t been successful. I live very far from clinics that have hormones available for transgender folks but don’t have the money to pay for them. I’ve been to one clinic but wasn’t able to pay for the visits or to start again on transitioning after saving up money, I couldn’t pay the right amount which was more than What I had saved up for my appointment but was rejected . I’ve been very motivated by many trans women to finally do something that’ll make me happy after times of being told it’s wrong and that I wouldn’t ever be happy but after starting my first time on hormones I was so happy to finally feel comfortable and ready for the future ahead of me in transitioning but couldn’t continue because of financial problems. Anything is appreciated even guidance as well, thank you