Help me with my Depression

Hi, my name is Jonas. I'm 19 years old and suffer of Depression for several years now. I have been Professionally checked and diagnosed with Depression and Social Anxiety.

I am also currently in the process of being diagnosed with Asperger Syndrom, which is as I was told is a form of Autism.

Now why would someone who's as young as me need over three thousand Euro, he's gonna use that money for video games, Parties and drugs and scam people anyways, well, no.
I dont do any of these things anyway neither am I the person to do so I am financial nowhere in a position to fix anything currently in my life and get out of the loophole of laying in bed all day and night and socially isolating myself more and more. I have just barely been able to finish school thanks to some burnouts in the last years. I have no friends or any relatives that are alive anymore which could help me in this Dark Time. This whole disaster started around the age of 13 when my Grandpa died, now most people are sad when a relative dies but time normally heals all wounds, he taught me alot of what i know today and filled my childhood with joy. After the funeral I was a different boy, then year after year another relative died which stood close to me and I grew up with going to a different funeral every year until the death of my Grandma in 2018 shortly after finishing school. At the same time I already started to isolating myself from others and I cant properly explain why I did it, I wasnt very populare at School anyway and got picked on by bullies from time to time. I'm not sure what exactly drove me over the edge to consider Suicide, if its the deaths, the lonelieness or the fact that i was still depending on my parents for almost everything after being considered a grown Man, if it weren't for them however would I have been probably found starved in some one room Apartment because I was too afraid to go to the grocery store. I have as of making this story barely left the house in the last 5 Months.

-What is the money for now?
To keep it short, for the medical bills of Medication like Anti Depressents, Therapy and Fixing my teeth which i was told will not be cheap and need a complete make over if i ever want to laugh again without looking like Gollum from Lord of the Rings (I'm 19 and almost all my teeth are broken and nerve dead).
Most of the money will go for the bill of the teeth so that i might actually want to smile at people again and not turn away to hide them.

I know im asking for much and dont really give you much of a heartbreaking story in order to make you donate, all i can say is that im desperate for Your Help and thankful for every penny you could give me