Help me to survive and stay alive

I would like to ask help for me to survive and stay alive. As you can see on the amount I need is really huge, I don’t have critical condition but my life is now in critical situation. I’ve been scammed by my friend and lost big amount of money because of trusting her. The money is not all mine, it accumulated the huge amount and the person I trusted with this kind of investment just vanished. I regret of trusting her and asking my friend’s to join. I know I had a mistake and regreting it. I am doing this to ask help for me to survive this kind of big problem. The amount is so huge that it will take more than 10years of my life, I am healthy but slowly dying. My life was change 3mos ago because of this problem, my full salary I sent to my friends whom I asked to join. I give what I have and I don’t have anything left for me. For my food, my rental and daily needs. I sold my material things just to have money to send to them in our country and I am still in big debt. I am asking help for any amount that comes from you heart and believing me I am not a bad person, Yes I am a sinner because I forgot God and trust human being instead of trusting our Lord. Please help me to get back my normal life, any amount will do for me to survive and stay alive. Loan is not an option for me It will make my life worst paying loan with interest while I am in huge debt. I learned my lesson in a very hard way. I hope and pray someone can understand me and help me. I still want to live and have a normal life.