Help me to Stand on my Feet

I'm just a voice of a stranger to you...but I'm reaching out to you as I need help and I feel really drained in life now.

I've been supporting my family since young even forgoing further education for myself. I've incurred so much debts and even now, I'm still financially supporting my family on top of giving a significant chunk of my salary to the bank. Recently my Dad passed away and days before that, when he was in critical condition, I flew to see him for the last time and helped my family with the added finance on top of borrowing money for my flight ticket. I don't even have savings for myself.

I promised my Dad on his deathbed that I would help my family no matter what and see my youngest sibling go through his University - which is what he would want. I feel like I've been saddled with so much debts and I just want them to go away so I can contribute more of my paycheck to my family instead of paying the bank with interests that my loans never seem to decrease.

I want a new life..I have a big heart. I want to settle my debts so I have one less problem to take care of and I can fully support my family financially. I'm really at my wits end. I know there are many cases worse off than mine, but I feel I got to try whatever cost to help me get back on my feet and re-charge my energy as I feel so drained.

I believe in paying it forward and I know we all need one another in life. I have every desire to pay your kindness to others once I'm a bit settled. I'm a primary school teacher and I don't earn as much as I want but I do believe in moulding young children into good individuals. I thank you for reading this. God bless.