I want to live. I want to taste life. I want to be free. I want to be with my dear
Help me to meet my family (dear)
As most of you know, in 09th September, 2001 my dad died I was 8 years old I have lived with this pain so far.
Since it started in the youth phase I've been looking for work by many people a long time ago. This lack of work forced me to try and leave Algeria to any country
But unfortunately, as also many of you know might know I haven't been anywhere because lack of money by the Algerian hiring, here the job not easy as you thinks That is what most of you know But what nobody knows is what happened after And even though I can't say everything because many things shouldn't be said in Algeria,
But I'll say what I can say After I got out of school in Juin 2019, I thought of leaving Algeria again But what I experienced in those few days made me fear even going to anywhere And that's what happened There was no place to go for working I didn't know what to do Especially when the option of "trying to look work again" doesn't exist,
I tried to adapt with my situation I made a wrote it down to talking briefly about what happened, and I started to work on the next article about me And even though I was going through severe depression But I had to keep myself busy to let go of the idea that I'm living here by force I couldn't accept the idea of living anymore in fear and worry That's why I said I'll try to leave Algeria again but this time I'll calculate it, and take all of my precautions And without going in the details so that I won't be in anymore danger And then I started to think of In any solution gives me the direction of this disaster But I didn't give up And I considered all of this effort and attempts the price of the freedom, that I'll reach at the end And no matter how I tried to describe what,
I was feeling when I was at the home, I won't be able to And the 10 second they felt like 10 month; All this effort, fear, mental exhaustion and attempts I blamed myself so hard; I didn't know what to say How would I be able to speak again? I felt imprisoned in a very big prison I was severely depressed, I didn't know neither how I'll be able, to live here again.
how I'll be able to leave when I don't have money I wrote on this website all my details But also because I didn't believe anything could help me now I stayed at home; I couldn't eat, think or know; what I'm supposed to do now But I really had no choice And from what I've seen and experienced by my will
In the past few months, there wasn't a single day in which I didn't think of a way to leave Algeria to Philippines
I tried everything; I tried everything legal you can think of Nothing will work I'm defeated in here Just waiting
To be either Get the money or something worse happens I now have nothing to lose but my life and my dears That's why I'm trying to do anything to save it But after searching a lot,
But unfortunately It requires paying 12,000$ But if I managed to pay that...
I'll finally be able to leave I don't have that much money And I won't be able to collect it alone That's why I'm asking for your help And I understand very well..
How much this Paragraph can harm me Because I know that if I was still here There will not be a single second that goes by in my place In which I won't stop blaming myself of not trying until my last breath to be with my dear I didn't want to be put in this position I didn't want to ask anybody for help But I had to do what I'm doing now All I really wanted is to live in a respectable country That respects me as a human being and respects my human rights In a country that's safe and be willing to protect me In country I can live peacefully in it And not being forced to be locked in a house for months and be afraid of going out I wanted to do a "GoGetFunding" page and I did And I know that the possibility of reaching that target is extremely small But I'm forced to try and save my life until my last breath to seen my dear But it also can be the reason I will be free with my dear What I'm going through is really bad And I won't be able to pass it alone. Because I'm being hit from all directions and without your help I'll stay here I need the support from every one of you
Then I really need the money and as soon as possible I want to live.
I want to taste life. I want to be free. I want to be with my dear