Help me to make youtube content and share my story about being teen mom, btw im a 18 yo pregnant.

hello,

Let me introduce myself, im 18 years old teen from indonesia. I had struggle in my life now, a new change, yes being a teenager mom. I've been crying, depressed, and i have abusive boyfriend which is my baby father now. Im confused, my parents force me to marry my baby father but i can't, bcs in my country pregnant before marriage is taboo, so i should marry with my baby father to cover the issue but im not ready. So i choose to struggle alone, i need a platform to express my feelings.

I found youtube, which i think is good to express my feeling and share my stories with you all. And i need to monetized my content to living indepently with my baby child. I hope this will be a healing treatment for me and having better life. I have a dream to continue my study in university also raising my child with love.

I hope you guys want to help my litte family :) thank you