Help me to live..

I, I feel a bit ridiculos doing that, but I'am in desperate need of cash, I just turned 18 and at the moment seems like I cannot find a job, few days ago my parents dead in an incident car and left me nothing, now I'am asking from an internet point if someone it's so kind to send me something around 1000euros so I can permit myself to live for another 2-3 months in a camping tend searching evryday for a job in the meanwhile and hoping for the best. My english it's not the best so sorry me for that. The only reward I'am able to give it's my love, as I always did; I want to remember any of you reading this, love your parents untill they're there, and love the life, as I did, don't spread the hate in anyway, even when it is being given to you, so even if a day I wont be here anymore as I cannot eat or I prefer to suicide over life, just remember it.