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I end up in sex trade short after I finished 18 y.o I came from a poor family where my mother and father like to beat me up often I was desperate to leave them and start to be independent ....I was victim of sexual abuse and later I got raped couple of times I ve bean beaten up couple of times outsude of my home as well and booiled ...Life was really hard on me seems like everyone target me as their victim.... First I started to date man I found on a chat sides but short after I got offer to work in a sex club that lady told me I would make lots of money there and that I can also live there for free ....I thought It can be my chance....So I decided to try that turn on me first travel inside my country between different sex clubs and than I also start to go abroad .... Finally I decided Sweden has to be a good market to make money I contacted some people they were polish and we talk about conditions after I went there.....It wasnt good decision that ppl who promised me lots of money showed up to close me down in one apartment and I got zero money .... Luckily they gave me food ....... I managed to run away from there and get into contact with the police. I didn't know names of that people or their adress so police said they actually cant do anything in that case and told me " to be carefull " I was in shock. Shortly after that ppl start to contact me and threaten me and they want money from me as well ... I run to Norway and I think they forget about me finally ... As I had no other way I continue selling sex ... During all that time I really hated my job I felt ashamed and worse than other people ...I drawn into depression ...During that time I end up living with different guys who would use my vulnerable position they would abuse me , call me bad names and also two of them beat me .... Still am not getting any help from anyone totally on my own. No one wants to help me . I try to find a way but my depression is soo big that I just want to die ...I hate my life ... My life it's just a nightmare ongoing path of pain .... I started to draw about a year ago and I thought I could sell my art to make money for living but it showed up to be failure ... And than I felt as a failure and end up in psychiatric ward couple of times I wanted to kill myself one time I spent there a month ... But still got no help.... I would like to go to school have as stabil home where no one would abuse me and just be able to get education to find a job or maybe open some kind of buisness but I caant do it on my own. I also would like to help other woman like me in the future becouse I know that I am not the only one who is forced to live like this ... Please help me to achieve my goals and leave sex trade .
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Update on my situationUpdate posted by Dominika Cynarska at 04:01 pm
Thanks to generous donation from Talita_Sverige I am soon going to go for the nail stylist curse here in Stockholm. I still need money so I can pay my rent and cover day to day expenses untill I ll finish it and hopefully I ll be able to find a. . . . .
the payment way for backersUpdate posted by Dominika Cynarska at 09:03 am
If anyone will make donation for me USE PAYPAL ONLY . CREDIT CARD PAYMEMTS THROUGHT STRIPE DONT WORK WELL. I HAD TO REFOUNF THE AMOUNT TO THE BACKER BEVOUSE I COULNDT GET IT TO MY BANK ACCOUNT .
I feel I need to explain a bit moreUpdate posted by Dominika Cynarska at 05:20 pm
I probably should of described all what has happened to me better but it's hard to open up about all of that really tough experiences...And ask people for help ...At least for me ....I still feel ashamed of many things as if they were my fault.... Some probably was.... Hope. . . . .
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