Help me to heal and be like you

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Da, to sam ja! Vidjet ćete me s osmijehom na licu, pričat ćemo na cesti kada se sretnemo i po ničemu nećete moći zaključiti da vodim bitku kakvu si ne možete ni zamisliti. Količina boli koju svakodnevno trpim je nezamisliva. No, borim se kao lav i ne dam da me bol slomi. Bolujem od rijetke bolesti naziva neuralgija trigeminus. Riječ je o kronično bolnom stanju koje zahvaća trigeminalni živac, koji nosi osjećaj od vašeg lica do mozga. Da bih vam približila dozu boli koju proživljavam, navest ću primjer. Zamislite da imate onu najgoru zubobolju na jednoj strani lica, upalu uha, oštru sijevajuću bol iza oka, iznad obrve i područje čela… I na to dodajte i jedan strujni udar. Napadi boli ne traju dugo, oko dvije minute, ali zamislite dnevno imati do 100 i više napada, a ja tako živim već 7 godina. Dok sam u fazi jake boli samo ležim i pokušavam ugrijati lijevu stranu lica koja me boli/peče i želim mir. Ima jako puno dana u mjesecu kada samo ležim i ne funkcioniram, ali ne želim odustati. Mislim da ću s ovom boli živjeti do kraja života, nažalost poslije tri neuspješne operacije glave i nemam neke nade. Jedino čemu se nadam i molim je da će iskrsnuti neki lijek s kojim ću barem moći kontrolirati napadaje boli i koji će mi pomoći da funkcioniram normalno kako i priliči ženi od 37 godina. Ovom donacijom želim otići u Njemačku gdje se nalazi specijalna bolnica koja se bavi striktno sa ovakvom vrstom bolesti, u nadi da će mi pomoći i barem malo popraviti kvalitetu života. Iako bolan, osmijeh je moja najdraža šminka i po tome ćete me uvijek prepoznati. Hvala svima koji pomognu!

Yes, it's me! You will see me with a smile on my face, we will talk on the road when we meet and you will not be able to conclude from anything that I am fighting a battle you cannot even imagine. The amount of pain I suffer every day is unimaginable. But I fight like a lion and I don’t let the pain break me. I suffer from a rare disease called trigeminal neuralgia. It is a chronically painful condition that affects the trigeminal nerve, which carries the feeling from your face to the brain. To bring you closer to the dose of pain I am experiencing, I will give an example. Imagine having the worst toothache on one side of your face, an ear infection, a sharp pain behind the eye, above the eyebrows and the forehead area… And add one electric shock to that. Attacks of pain don’t last long, about two minutes, but imagine having up to 100 or more attacks a day, and I’ve been living that way for 7 years. While I am in a phase of severe pain I just lie down and try to warm the left side of my face that is hurting / burning me and I want just a peace. There are a lot of days in the month when I just lie down and don’t function, but I don’t want to give up. I think I will live with this pain for the rest of my life, unfortunately after three unsuccessful head surgeries, I have no hope. The only thing I hope and pray is, that one day they will come up with some new medicine, with which I will at least be able to control my pain attacks. And which will help me to function normally as befits a 37-year-old woman. With this donation, I want to go to Germany. There is a special hospital that deals strictly with this type of disease. I hope that they will help me and at least slightly improve the quality of life. Although painful, a smile is my favorite makeup and you will always recognize me by it. Thanks to everyone who helps!