My name is Evelin and I am 21 years old. I live in Érd, Hungary. Since I know myself my family had financial issues. Its not easy for a women to raise a child alone, it wasn’t easy for my mum eather. My dad had left my mum and move to London when I was two. I only saw him three times in my life after he moved away. In 2019 he refused to send us child support, which made our life even more hard. In 2018 I’ve lost my “secound mum” who was my grandma, and who loved me way more than my mum ever did. You might think its rude to say, but that is the truth, since I know myself, my mother looks at me like I was a problem. Maybe because I was an unplanned baby, maybe because of something else... I don’t know. Now its only me and my mum. I live with a mum who looks at me like a problem, or “curse” like she use to say.
At the same time I am learning theatre, and also I work as much as I can in my freetime. My salary is enough for the basic needs, but It is not enough to save for a rent. Which is my biggest dream. It is getting harder and harder to maintain the peace in my home and my mum is getting more aggressive by the time. Its hard for me to study and focus.
I want nothing else but a place I can call home. A place where nobody’s hurting me and where I can focus on my studies.
Where I can get to know, what happines really is.
I know that there are thousands of people who try to raise money for lifesaving surgeries and disabled people who try to raise money for they basic needs. And I am not think that my problem is bigger than theirs. But also I had belittled my situation too many times now. It is hard for me to say, but I do need help to maintain my mental health.