Help me to get out of financial crisis

Hi, I am Karunakar. I know I am the one to blame for my hard situation and I really regret putting myself in those troubles I can't escape. I trade stock market and lost money in the last 5 months. Have the attitude of not giving up and took loan from friends/relatives and lost that money too. Now, i cannot face them and hence not going out. I am mentally strong person and want to get out of this situation. I believe in everyone can help someone but i am not someone who takes help freely instead i wanted to do some work for you like: ask me to send a recipe of Indian dish you love; to provide information to buy Mobiles, Laptops, Headphones and Accessories; to provide information to download movies, songs, series and anything if i can then only donate me anything which is big help