Help me to get a new classical guitar

First of all, I am quite ashamed to ask for donations but I am really struggling with money these times, as all my incomings goes to other things. I just want to get a new classical guitar, as my current one feels too little for me, that will allow me to keep improving as musician and force myself to become better... I know I am just a random musician but I hope you can help me. My main goal is to become a composer, you can hear some of my compositions here ( https://jech.bandcamp.com/album/dissonance ) ...these instrumental and acoustic compositions are inspired by my depression days, and how I tried to fight to finally do what I love, that is music, I may not be the best but I am trying my best and always doing it with honesty . I will be so thankful for any kind of support!