Help me to get a Dream Job and move from difficult situation

I'm a man 28 year old from indoneisa, who has a lot of debt since covid in indonesia, try something new such as starting a small business but it doesn't work, in the end I couldn't handle the swelling debt, I am currently planning to look for work abroad, and to do that I need capital to work abroad, why do I want to work abroad because I want to settle all my debts, make better life for my family. so far it is very difficult to survive in Indonesia, even though I am a Indonesian citizen, the difficulty of finding employment and the difficulty of getting assistance from the government does not even exist.

with difficult conditions and situations like this, it is very difficult for me to take care my family, i have to fight and survive for them,

before the covid outbreak spread widely I worked in a private company in Bali, and since this covid it's been 1 year already I don't have a job, trying something new but it doesn't really work, i plan for work abroad to eastern europe like Poland.

Here is the breakdown of expense that i need for capital.

Employment agency fee 420 USD

Fee Apply working visa 200USD

Flight Ticket 550USD

Medical Xray and check up 250 USD

Take certificate collage from school 180 USD

IELTS Test fee 250 USD

I hope that some of you guys can donate, the size of your donation doesn't matter, it's very valuable for me.