Help me to cure myself.

Since the age of 12, I've been living with a severe case of Depersonalization Disorder, a dissociative disorder which disconnects the mind from reality, leaving it impossible to experience real emotion. This disorder left me, a boy with a bright future, a shell of my once hopeful and motivated self. Now 21 years old, I've only now discovered a treatment which I believe may be my only hope.

Ibogaine is a psychoactive herb being used presently to treat addiction and mental health problems, quite succesfully in the majority of cases. Though I am aware it has risks, I see this as my last option after trying over a dozen medications to merely lessen the symptoms. 

I want to come back home to my self, and to experience reality again. If you could help me to do that, I would owe you the world.

This treatment is expenisve. It will cost me $7200 in total, and I will need to travel to British Colombia, which I am assuming will cost near to $1000 for travel, food and living expenses. I have been unable to maintain a full-time job with my condition, and though I'd found this treatment, I'd written it off as impossible due to the cost. After finding this site, I've realized that I might have a chance to going through with this. If you can afford to help, please donate what you can.

Thank you for your time.