Hello, my name is Helena, I am 22 years old student and a dancer with high hopes and dreams. One of them is to take live fulfilled life without any low self-esteem boundaries and self doubts which are taking over my mind.
In last year I had a lot of succes with my dancing. Actually, my dream came true, and I should be happy about it. But somehow, I constantly believe "I don't deserve this,... I also have amazing boyfriend, but ofcourse, I am thinking - Why would I have such amazing opportunities,... how did I even get here?... This is not the succes I made with hard work, this was my pure luck which will sometimes soon disappear , because obviously I don't deserve this"...
Somewhere deep I know this is not true, I worked very hard for this, and I believe every person deserves everything, but these thoughts are pressuring me all the time and putting me down. Whenever I make any greater succes, not just in dancing, even in love, friends, studying, I feel happy about it, and after short time I get these anxious thought about not deserving this. I have no explanaiton why I feel like this, but I always feel like I don't deserve it and that in a short time, I will loose it all.
So I was searching a lot about different therapies about these conditions, and I ran into some amaaazing talks from Marissa Peer, (links below) a famous hypnotherapist. She have had amazing succes with different people, claiming she had changed their lifes in such a short time, like no other therapists ever menaged to.
So while searching,I saw she has online hypnotherpy program, and I saw one session for free through Mindvalley webpage, so I decided to give it a try.
After just one session with Marissa Peer, I had such a shocking breakthrough of emotions and realisations, and even uncontroled cry.
I felt relief/happiness/sadness all at the same time. I felt sadness because it opened my eyes - How can I be so harsh to myself? I don't deserve to be in all these negative thougts, I deserve happines and self love. I felt happy because finally someone told me I deserve this, and why I deserve this. I felt relief because I let go of so many emotions and bitterness caused by false beliefs.
I feel like I just scrached into something that need to be changed in my life, and I don't know how to do it by myself.
I simply want more of this, I need this change in my life, and I can not do it by myself. I have a feeling that her program could help me.
Now Mindvalley offers her full program for 399 dollars + 99 dollars taxes. The program is usually 1000 dollars, or even more because she is one of the top worlds therapists) and I would be so happy if I could use this opportunity.
The offer lasts only for 6 days, and I don't have that money, neither does my family. I have a job, but there is not a chance that I could make this money in 6 days. So I am kindly asking you to help me, I would be extremely greatfull. <3
I just want to live a fulfilled life and let go of these thought. I know that there are bigger tragedies than this, but everyone has their own tragedies and problems, and I just want to break free from mine.
Thank you for your help, and thank you for your time reading this <3
Here are some links on Marisa Peer