I have been on a journey to free myself from toxic and abusive situations and relationships. All went as planned for a little while in Jan 2020 after I left an illegitimate workplace. I still had my savings then COVID 19 hit.
Been in endless job interviews for any type of jobs both in my home country and overseas but still to no avail until now. My savings had dried up. I am now living by lending money from friends and a family member for food.
I am no longer able to pay for my rent since July 2020. I don’t want to move back to my mother as this is one of the toxic connections I’ve been trying to stay away from. My landlord lets me stay because she trusts me and she too has a controlling and toxic mother herself. She allows me to start paying back my debts to her once I’ve secured a new job.
While I feel lucky, however, the burden of not having any money coming in has eaten me up emotionally and it breaks my heart to see these unpaid debts piling up and me keep asking friends for money assistance that I can’t pay back yet.
I've been a hard-working and independent person all my life. I’ve worked in hospitality and office management, which is one of the sectors being the worst hit by this pandemic.
Before I lost all my savings, I was always in a position of helping others in any way I could and paying it forward was like breathing for me. I just can’t wait to get back on my feet and be in that position again.
I aspire to assist other people who are trying to free themselves from similar circumstances in the future.
I will be very thankful for anyone who is moved to lift some of my financial burdens. I pray for multiple blessings, health, and abundance always come your way. Amen...
Each of the donation will also enable me to stay away from all toxicities and abusive relationships I’ve managed to break free from.