Help me start my dream job

Hi,

Firstly, I would like to introduce myself. My name is Melike. I am a queer woman who lives in Eskisehir. I was living in a closet for a while but then part of my family found out about who I am. Then they pulled the rug from me.

I have been working for since then, taking care of my mom, my two cats and covering my home's expenses. I also have bachelor degree of science in economics. I have worked several companies but my last work entails to work with coworkers who always collogue and gossip behind me and I had to get involved with disrespectful customers. I had three panic attacks in a week before I quitted the job. Then I found out that earning money was my only purpose in my passionless life. My anguish became physical pain. I realized economics related jobs are not suitable for me. So I decided to follow my dreams.

My heart belongs to art. I like to drawing and all I want is start tattooing. But I don't have equipments to start. This is the begining of my dream and while I on this journey I need your deeply help for creating my dream life.

Thank you for your time.

Sincerely Melike