Help me start again

Im looking for a new start, to raise funds that i had lost due to covid,

In 2020 I had a small amount of funds to start a new business venture, I rented a property ready to start business. Then covid happened and without my knowledge the landlord had gone into administration and the properties were now owned by the bank. i contacted them in regard to me renting the property back, but they said it would be sold and that i need to chase the landlord for the money.

He then did a vanishing act, so i couldn'tt get my money back, the money had originally come from a PPI refund that i had hoped would create a new future for me. i had been out of work for 11 years as due to my age no one would employ me, so this was the chance i had to start a new.

i have to say I do feel embarrassed even writing this and apologies

i have retrained as a beautician and hairdresser and that is what my business was going to be before covid and the landlord getting away with my money.

So i apologise for asking, but can anyone donate to help me get my life together after so many years